Concussion

I can't let 'em go They just feel at home I can't let 'em go They just feel at home I can't let 'em go They just feel at home I love all but I gotta hide it And I don't like it so I gotta fight it Fighting all my demons, I can't let 'em go Fighting all my demons but they feel at home How you bring me here but you do not know me? And how are you my homie but you do not know me? And how are you my baby but you will not hold me? And now you not my baby and you tryna hold me Why do I give love if I don't get none in return? Why do I give love if all it does is get me hurt? I can't use my brain, concussion Walking on eggshells, precaution You ain't gon do shit, ain't nothin' I feel like shit i'm nothin' You don't really know what I been through Had to stay silent All these feelings that I feel too They just keep on piling And I always had to sit through And ignore the violence I'm always fucking wildin' 'cause I ain't have no guidance I be feeling lost nowadays That I do not know my fuckin' days I just pray for sunny days But all I ever get is rain I love all but I gotta hide it And I don't like it so I gotta fight it Fighting all my demons, I can't let 'em go Fighting all my demons but they feel at home How you bring me here but you do not know me? And how are you my homie but you do not know me? And how are you my baby but you will not hold me? And now you not my baby and you tryna hold me If you treat me like shit Imma act like you don't exist I got PTSD at 5 So i'm tired of feeling worthless Went to Children's when I was 9 They ain't even want their kid I went back like 6 more times It ain't hard to be a parent I was trapped, I couldn't fight back Even though I was right, man I just wanted you to hold my hand No hand to hold so I turned to a man I can't have feelings 'cause they never even mattered I can't have opinions 'cause they never even mattered I be feeling lost nowadays That I do not know my fuckin' days I just pray for sunny days But all I ever get is rain I love all but I gotta hide it And I don't like it so I gotta fight it Fighting all my demons, I can't let 'em go Fighting all my demons but they feel at home How you bring me here but you do not know me? And how are you my homie but you do not know me? And how are you my baby but you will not hold me? And now you not my baby and you tryna hold me You cannot hold me You cannot hold me Nah you cannot hold me Nah you cannot hold me Nah, Nah