without. (peaceful)

You get slow, that's what you want from me But how can I when you expect so much of me When you're in my bed with you, you're the one In my bed, in your bed with you Sometimes I wanna run away and never come back again Sometimes I sit in bed and I be wishin' I was dead Suicidal thoughts, running rapid In my head When you broke my heart, my wrist, they bled and bled When I kill myself, I want my ashes to be spread It was that friday night I grabbed my gun up from my desk Put it to my mouth, pulled the trigger, but no led One word One word One word Not everything you've been telling me One word One word One word One word One word One word You get slow, that's what you want from me But how can I when you expect so much of me When you're in my bed