smashmybrainwithahammer

You never call me And you said you told me That it's for the best a little test But now all that I do here is sit pretty, lying awake Waiting for a text Waiting for a call Waiting for a reason I shouldn't consider ending it all If I want you I'll do whatever it takes To write any song that hits, so why hit the fucking brakes? You never wanted me, this was all fake fate Even mountains erode with enough wind at the nape I'm falling into you You enter into view I was warned by myself But I keep thinking I'm right Delusions got me kept up at night I always want to perceive a fight Why can't you take my brain with you (F*ck) So agitated, this feeling fleets within a macerated Purpose so worthless I'm feeling after we meet and I'm I'm floating Stay floating Come back down to the Earth and ask me one last time Was it worth it I never knew I could ever see the light I'm ghosting Now I'm ghosted I won gold stars Now I'm a pop star But it's all in my head Sing bitch! bars! If I find it, I won't mind it I want to be taken by it Pay my bills instead of thrills Letters hit harder than violence You really mean it that you're leaving me alone? Is that why you're never picking up the phone? Maybe we better be thinking of better locations So we can live better, so better, with Nothing but a gas card Hard to eat, but at least we can go far Y'know? Dive into infinity, the continents, the seven seas I know we won't drown Denial is my enemy, and fear adds to my atrophy When I'm around, I won't make a sound