Weight of It All

All the noise in this Crowded space But I am all alone Been tryin to find A peace of mind A space to call my own Set the mood Light the candles Let that record spin Play my favorite song So I can loosen up a little Take a deep breath Recline into the disappointment That's been on my mind Like my woman She don't understand And my unskillful way of Lettin her know Is only letting her down Damn I ain't a perfect man My intentions Met with arguments And def ears You call me insecure Awaken my worse fears That I disguise With my ego and pride Been tryin to let it go But havin a hard time And I know, that's there's gotta be peace And I know, that there's gotta be love And I know, that I won't find those things Till I find it inside myself This is the weight of it All On this perilous path In need of some intervention Sometimes you gotta look back To see how far it came Know that time be movin fast A lot of things goin on I'm tryin to make sense of it all Don't need yo permission Your praise or applause I'm just sayin Small talks about nothin I can't entertain it My mind on somethin bigger No celebratin Mediocrity And chasin all quick fixes Black man Gotta thrive and maintain yeah yeah Make some dollars off this rap thang yeah yeah Judge less an love more Moments turned to memories I put inside song Hopin to evolve And I know, that's there's gotta be peace And I know, that there's gotta be love And I know, that I won't find those things Till I find it inside myself This is the weight of it All Sometimes I can't get outta my And sometime I can't explain the way that I feel