I Can Lose

I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch I know that it's all a blur But it's fresh in your head I know when it fucking hurts You get angry instead I know what it's like to search Cuz you're lost in your head I know that sometimes you're hurting And just wish you were dead I Know how you think you're crazy Cuz you wish it was you Just so you don't have to watch What they're struggling though Trying to hide behind a smile That you wish could be true I know what it's like to lose Cuz I've done that too I know that I'm only human Cuz I can't save you I know that I'm running out of time And tick like you I know that I'm in denial But I'll still fight you I know that I'm going crazy But I'm just like you I know how you feel cold Cuz nobody cares I know how you still mourn For what's just not there I know I'm supposed to fight But it's just not fair I know that I'm fucking up Because you're just not there Aaaah I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch But I can't But I can't But I can't sit back and watch I know my heart is strong But this isn't the same Now I know my heart is wrong Because I'm hoping for pain Got got me looking for a reason Not to blast my brain I don't care what anybody says They always complain I know that I'm not thinking straight But let me be I know that I'm not the same come on What you think I know that I got a problem But I want to sink The only time it doesn't hurt this bad Is when I'm a sleep I know that it's hard to breathe But it's just one breath I know that it's hard to walk But it's just one step I know that this isn't easy But my heart's still strong I know that it's my decision If my life goes on I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch I can lose I can fall But I can't sit back and watch But I can't But I can't But I can't sit back and watch