I’ve Been Crying Most Days

Am I out of my mind? I know I got to be Feel the weight of the world Is coming down on me Getting hard to ignore That death is calling me Ee, ee Tell me why do I live this way? Working like a slave But I'm never getting paid Think I'm going to die Going on this way Got a lot of drive But I'm stuck in this place Getting hard to ignore My abnormality My depression's a force Stronger than gravity Why the hell do I dwell On my mortality? Ee, ee Tell me why do I live this way? Working like a slave But I'm never getting paid Think I'm going to die Going on this way Got a lot of drive But I'm stuck in this place And I've been Crying most days Been dying most days Been trying most days Just to breathe I just want to Cry my eyes out Scream my lungs out I'd tear my heart out Not to feel When did this comedy Turn into a tragedy? Think it's got to be Time to face reality This is probably Going to end in casualty Ee, ee Tell me why do I live this way? Working like a slave But I'm never getting paid Think I'm going to die Going on this way Got a lot of drive But I'm stuck in this place Where did happiness go? It keeps ignoring me I've got nothing to show But insecurity Think it's killing me slow Not metaphorically Ee, ee Tell me why do I live this way? Working like a slave But I'm never getting paid Think I'm going to die Going on this way Got a lot of drive But I'm stuck in this place And I've been Crying most days Been dying most days Been trying most days Just to breathe I just want to Cry my eyes out Scream my lungs out I'd tear my heart out Not to feel Oh ooh, oh ooh Oh ooh, oh Oh ooh, oh ooh Oh ooh, oh