fruition

(Wanna know a secret?) I can't be everything to everybody Learned that the hard way Stuck in my own way A rock and a hard place Move at my own pace Made me lose some friends And might make me lose it all in the end I've been taking time, focused on making amends Should I go or should I stay here? Ah, it depends On really how I'm feeling, it all falls in the end It all falls in the end, it all falls in the end And I can't cover my scars Tryna protect my heart Trying to build this blueprint So tired of it all Tired of all the faking Tired of building walls Let it come to fruition All these shots that I call All these hearts that ain't mended Getting on my offensive Putting up your defenses Even Paul had a Saul And after all this time After my heart spilled out I think I see it now I'll let it all come to fruition I'll let it all come to fruition I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you But somehow it all works out in the end Somehow it all works out in the end The end I'm gon' speak my truth I'm gon' tell it all Spending hours in the stu I'm not okay at all How can I fix this damage? All this damage I caused? People who I let fall, man (I let fall) But it's hard when the world is in your palm And you try your best to keep it up But if you let it fall It all goes up in flames, and you don't want no one involved But somehow it all ends up the same And you try to do no wrong But you give more time to someone else Rather than focus on yourself To the point you messing up your health And I try to make things right Keep a smile on my face so they won't know about my life, my life But still my hearts not mended Putting up my defensive getting on your offensive Even Saul turns to Paul And after all of this time After my heart spilled out I think I see it now I'll let it all come to fruition I'll let it all come to fruition I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you But somehow it all works out in the end Somehow it all works out in the end The end I got some flaws But I'd give you my all Don't let me fall Don't leave me stranded Don't let me go Don't leave me alone Yeah, I need you More than you know More than you know More than you know More than you know You know