Patience

I've got one too many thoughts swimming around in my head Got one too many excuses, people be seeing red And I know that I've done wrong, I'm sorry if I misread But my problems ain't your problems, and I'm starting to look ahead like Where did I really go wrong? Yeah Was all this really my fault? Yeah I got gifts under the tree but the feeling of you not by me's growing strong, or What am I doing this for? Yeah Will people remember my name? Most people can't understand change The best find the worst, and all of these things are Testing my patience (Testing my patience, yeah) I'm testing my patience (Yeah, oh yeah) But between you and the gifts (Oh, oh) Don't know who's first on the list (Yeah, yeah) So I'm sitting here waiting (Sitting here waiting) For a miracle? Baby, I don't know But I just want you So I'm testing my patience (I'm testing my patience, yeah) I'm testing my patience (Testing my patience, yeah) Oh, oh Yeah, yeah Tired of playing these games again like Oh, oh Yeah, yeah Are we just gonna dream how we could've been Love, I can't be doing this (No, no) Are we together or calling quits? (No, no) I can't just sit and go reminisce (Go reminisce) If I still got a chance to be with you What's Christmas without you And if we all gon' be telling truths Is it really Jesus's birthday? (No, no) Or just another day Testing my patience (Testing my patience, yeah) I'm testing my patience (Yeah, oh yeah) But between you and the gifts (Oh, oh) Don't know who's first on the list (Yeah, yeah) So I'm sitting here waiting (Sitting here waiting) For a miracle? Baby, I don't know But I just want you So I'm testing my patience (I'm testing my patience, yeah) I'm testing my patience (Testing my patience, yeah) I've got one too many thoughts swimming around in my head Got one too many excuses, people be seeing red And I know that I've done wrong, I'm sorry if I misread But my problems ain't your problems, and I'm starting to look ahead like