Headache

What have I done What have I become Switching between states of euphoria and fear I must be fooling myself again Everything I pursued had a price Oh please, take this headache away Take away this mess in me 'Cause I can't take this pain for another day And I know you can help me What have I done What have I become Oh, here I am in my selfmade coffin Trying to see if it fits already I just can't help to see, can't help to see Life's always been crazy shit to me And can it get any more black and white When daylight just looks like a white version of night