I Forgive U

Hey there dad I guess it's time I came clean I feel bad I meant to try and deceive You and that did bring a divide that seeped Way down past the brink of trying to bring Us closer again it's time to repent We can't make amends but time will inject Us with a good dose of a glimmer of hope It is a sad note we're sinners I know At the very beginning we could have built a kingdom You didn't burry your demons and doof you started beating Me like a rag doll it is no insult I tried to ask for a little bit of mercy You were a pastor supposed to be reformed The lies a pasport to stifle my mouth hurting Me like I was a little object I guess I was a punching bag My mind's in a brittle subject I rest in nightmares dad Yeah your dad was abusive Don't you dare spazz intrusive I hate this rap in truth with All of the brats in juve- Nile prisons guess my brain is my prison testing dangerous Lies listen repping shameless my witness somehow's headless If it was only up to me I would retrace my steps in time And I would only keep the memories that deflate the ribs you broke I forgive U dad I forgive U dad I forgive U dad The past is in the past I'm not tryna shame face you but I'm sleepless I'm not lying hate made cause I see my demons Yeah they're creeping while I'm bleeding in my dreaming they ain't leaving I can't see the way to free me my minds eating me like easy Now the depressions a weapon I won't take no pill bottles Cause I'll dementia the insects yeah I hate the world's shuttle What am I really saying? I'm still here feeling pain with Every beating breaking the cycle steering brakeless If I've got to wake from one more nightmare I might just go crazy cause the war's my fear I won't hear I'm great cause I carry so much baggage I'm not having it be tragic sadly all my pain Made me become aggressive Satan's apprentice but I'mma defect Pray that I'll make arrests with J. And then live with my kids impressed By what their rapper daddy reached yeah and Grandpa ain't a weed Cause I had to learn to breath, learn your past to forgive I forgive U dad I forgive U dad I forgive U dad The past is in the past Yeah this track's man to man yeah I'll rap standing dad If I'm whack then I'll have you as dad hand your past To the awesome power of the God who can make you regenerate Like the Marvel monster in the comics that's named Logan the mutant The Wolverine shot with adamantium wiped memory rotting as he stands in hurt Killing himself from the inside out really that's how I feel inside now It's a very big toxic apple poisoning me turning my face sheet white I've buried the shocking mantle chocking me green burning my taste inside (I forgive U) I forgive U dad I forgive U dad (I forgive U) I forgive U dad The past is in the past I forgive you man to man Dad I forgive you man to man I still love you dad Just don't hurt Luan like you did me I forgive you for all of it dad right here right now I really love you