Self Control

No matter the pain I cause you I know your love remains the same Surrounded by temptation Learning self control for awhile wasn't changing no Yeah with you I wasn't playing Learning how to love for the moment we were laying low We were something else I was someone else When I saw you I was all alone We were in and out We were feeling felt When I left you I was calling home And to my Mother I was weeping Said that sorrow follow me wherever I've believed in Any other lover but myself and i'll be hurt Seems to me that i'm the maker of all of my worst Handing over trouble to my Father Like i'm pouring double Dicking down these dames they go insane When i'm behind the rubble Everywhere I go I hear the message it's a lonely road Stopping during sex because I know that I don't feel at all No matter the pain I cause you I know your love remains the same Know you'll be fine without me Don't think that I can say Surrounded by temptation Learning self control for awhile wasn't changing no Yeah with you I wasn't playing Learning how to love for the moment we were laying low We were something else I was someone else When I saw you I was all alone We were in and out We were feeling felt When I left you I was calling home You say so many times I've heard it all before Lucy look i'm sorry I was busy wanting more Maybe that's the problem with myself Yeah it's a flaw Working on these changes like I've never done before Like I've never had a lover Only love for what I thought Truer than the sense of self My ego's at the door Evil in the easiest So hard for me to fall Energy is over but for you i'm just a call No matter the pain I cause you I know your love remains the same Know you'll be fine without me Don't think that I can say