Smoke & Mirrors

I fiend it everywhere I go no wheres fucking safe When your demons live in smoke I know you can Taste it on my lips I thought you were sleeping Faded off a spliff you knew I was fiending I don't I don't wanna be this I smoke I smoke for a reason Faded out my mind i'm fucking myself over Fucking other bitches isn't in my agenda so the parties over Love is only fleeting to sober so i'm never sober Hating every part of myself because it's taking over Taking me for a ride taking me for my life Gripping at my throat as I keep praying it's fucking time When I don't smoke I feel like I want to commit suicide I just wanna die When I don't smoke I feel like I want to commit suicide I just wanna die Faded out my mind i'm fucking myself over Fucking other bitches isn't in my agenda so the parties over Love is only fleeting to sober so i'm never sober Hating every part of myself because it's taking over