Soul Search

How many times do I gotta compare How many lies do I got to hear Soul searching i'm tryna find her X O me when I couldn't care Deja vu like we've been here Her best friend grinding me like gear Shouldn't I send that text don't send Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care How many times do I gotta go home How many lies are you gunna say Funny how life has me all alone Even when everything go my way Yeah I pop that pill that bitches on tap Yeah I might just spill that Sorry to the girls I respect don't feel that Only tryna heal what I sealed when she left On sight and I still think soul mate Best friend tryna say she'd do me I know I know I know Your girlfriend's think i'm so On sight and I think she's holy All night and i'm still on cocaine I can't help that i'm gone I found myself in you In you I think that i'm lying to myself I know we'd never work out I think your lying to yourself Your missing me no doubt How many times do I gotta compare How many lies do I got to hear Soul searching i'm tryna find her X O me when I couldn't care Deja vu like we've been here Her best friend grinding me like gear Shouldn't I send that text don't send Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care What am I doing if you ain't inlove? What could have proven that I was enough? How many times do I gotta get up? How many lives do I gotta give up? What have I proven by giving a f*ck? What am I losing by giving you up? Tell me that you really want to be whole I could have given my heart and my soul How many times do I gotta compare How many lies do I got to hear Soul searching i'm tryna find her X O me when I couldn't care Deja vu like we've been here Her best friend grinding me like gear Shouldn't I send that text don't send Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care