Wonder

I used to wonder when the world would end If I would end up alone If I would have my way I used to wonder if my soul would shine With all that golden light When you would see my face Yeah I don't wonder no more I see reflections clear When you dirty the water it makes it harder to steer I thought heaven was falling but that was just my fear I thought you were important now your not even here I sit and sip on that liquor I might just puff that joint I feel like everyone guided and yet we all have a choice I sit and look at my pictures I wonder what was the point If every blessings a lesson then let me learn mine All the time All the time All the time All the time I used to wonder when the world would end If I would end up alone If I would have my way I used to wonder if my soul would shine With all that golden light When you would see my face I don't wonder no more if you will change your ways I saw you in the dark i held my hand in aid You said f*ck you son You said go away So I left you lone I still feel that Pain Deep inside my heart I hate That you chose the dark I used to wonder when the world would end If I would end up alone If I would have my way I used to wonder if my soul would shine With all that golden light When you would see my face I still wonder if life is more than a timeline I keep on pushing forward waiting for all the sunshine When I'm older will winter still be so cold Everything that dies regrows I used to wonder when the world would end If I would end up alone If I would have my way I used to wonder if my soul would shine With all that golden light When you would see my face