Calm Down (feat. PsychadelicKidd)

I done gained way to much confidence I found self love when I lost self hate Depression made me question where the bottle went I stopped smoking, now there's drugs in my face Spent all my dollars on non sense I worked on the heart that I watched you break Now I'm heartless plus I'm profitless Feeling homeless, I can't find my place In the world With a girl In a home Or all alone Can you help me Do better I shouldn't ask I know I shouldn't Ask for help I hate doing it Probably wouldn't Even if I really need too I swear want you But I don't need you I get alone And start to panic I get antsy when my mind gets frantic But I really need to calm down Calm down I need to learn to deal with myself when there's no one else around I swear I need to calm down I need to learn to swim so I won't complain if I drown Never cocky, just gained confidence Tell her if she come over, then we just gone f*ck That's until my drinks become bottomless Now I'm feeling like I really need love Them drinks take over my consciousness Have her thinking there's a chance that we could be an us Now I'm dealing with the consequence She feeling like we got a lot to discuss Talk for what She wanna know about my past Why I'm depressed and mad But baby don't do that Act like you care just to leave I'm already scarred, this ain't what I need I might mislead You might misread And shit No, no don't do that Why you even try this hard A nigga like me just need a restart But I really need to calm down Calm down I need to learn to deal with myself when there's no one else around I swear I need to calm down I need to learn to swim so I won't complain if I drown I'm conflicted F*ck my mental Circumcision Go the distance Love the instance Drop the mistress Hate to miss you Reminiscence Times we spent So inconsistent Love is war New ballistics Love is pain Love is vicious It's persistent I'm resistant Til we switch positions New logistics My nonexistence Becomes a coexistence Well shit I might just be faded Faded Wait what'd you do to me Got me feeling like I need love Like it'll be even good for me Don't hype me up just to let me down I should calm down But But this might be good for me This is never something I think Baby what you put in this drink What you put in this drink