someone to blame

I ain't never had a problem with niggas, now I got one Everyone playing the victim, when they not one Rumors spread about me, and no one seems to doubt them Ex friends, ex girls, boy I feel like Malcolm My homie hit me and he told me how he was proud of me Seem like, I'm the only one that's really doubting me I heard you were there when buddy talked so disrespectfully Niggas stay silent and that shit so fuckin' loud to me Trapped in my depression I just opened up so carelessly Hate to talk about it I don't need your fuckin' charity Got so many scars I just pray it's not heridity Next nigga try me better try the shit carefully I ain't never think relationships could lead to therapy I'm in this office talkin' to someone I know barely Talk about emotions, and how the shit be scaring me A lot of people breathing and they still fuckin' dead to me Niggas need someone to blame but, that just makes it easy They say how much they hate me only when they didn't need me When they pockets getting empty, niggas get to reaching They only callin' me cause' they know I'm to forgiving Overtime, I watched and learned how niggas use to use me My heart to big for me to do you like you do me Shit was one sided I just stayed cause' I was lonely I knew the shit was fake, I still enjoyed time with the homie Bad decisions only came when I kept bad company I was fuckin' bitches I ain't feel like was the one for me They would come to the crib and lay up with me comfortably Leave the crib and go f*ck another nigga that wasn't me But we all single, play your part, stay in your lane If you come with feelings you gone leave with all the pain You got to stay numb when you ain't got enough to gain Get pushed to your limits you gone slowly go insane Hoes knew the game and I watched 'em try to play me Niggas 'bout the same, the love they showed was good faking My heart was to big and the shit was unchanging They need someone to blame, well, I'm who they be blaming They need someone to blame, well, I'm who they be blaming