St. Jude's

Stuck in St. Jude's St. Jude's Stuck in St. Jude's St. Jude's Stuck in St. Jude's St. Jude's Stuck in St. Jude's Staring at a wall and I swear I'm overthinking Lia in the ward and I know that she need me But she getting better and that shit just pleased me Calms the night terrors I be having while I'm sleeping Talkin to a girl and I just want her to want me But half the time it feel like she don't even wanna know me So I fall back into the arms of the old me Better off alone though it might get lonely Do I need love? That's a real ass question Sending my emotions with the words that I'm textin' But words don't equal out, to love or affection If I'm left on read, man I honestly expect it My daughter getting better, and my son miss his sister My mom worried bout' her, my siblings is too Feeling bad enough, they can cry her a river Lost in my emotions, don't know what to do I feel like they want me to need them, when I really don't They say what they'd do for you, but they really wont My daughter got me Her brother Couple aunties and uncles So my nigga what the f*ck do you really want? Know you ain't meant too, but you violated Doin better without you and I know you hate it F*ck everything you say Way to much up on my plate So I ain't trippin' on the shit that you been sayin' But my mom told me stay patient, patient I just need to start prayin', prayin' But I ain't spoke to God in some years my nigga I just hope that he still listen Bitches on my phone get freaky Ain't focused cus my daughter need me But distractions come in handy But only when I really need them Let that shit breathe Don't worry 'bout shit baby you in recovery When I see you in pain, that shit just be hurting me Take yo time You gone heal wit time Just trust the process, cus you still just recovering Know you tied of needles Tied of the doctors 3 AM vitals And you just want them to stop it Don't worry baby you gone heal wit time Don't stress shit, cause' that's my job Let me hold ya burden You gone heal for certain Please calm ya tears Cause' that shit be hurtin' To see you in pain When I can't do a thing To change that shit But shit When you heal Leave this bitch and go ape shit Ya brother miss you, so we got to get back Certified solider, baby girl that’s a fact Just a minor setback for a major comeback