Fake Life

I tell myself fake lies Tryna make a fake life I dont want to be this guy no more Take me out of this Take me out of here Feed me false trust Make me feel like im safe Then disappear I wish I hadn't died Wish you could feel How I feel inside How I say im fine Really im trying hard Its a shame the ink has dried Wanna take back everything I said Stop lying girl You cant save me Everything I say Makes you think I'm crazy I'm so apathetic that Life is a chore Everything I do I wanna burn to the floor I'm not the same guy U met 3 years ago I wanna make it make sense But I just can't let go Laying in the dirt Is the dream that I slept on It's my own fault I never pay attention My own friends lie thru their teeth To keep me happy and so I still breathe I'm a toxic poison and u cant rid of me I'm a disappointment to my family