Losing Time

Losing track of time Wanna find what is mine It's all my my mind Telling you I'm fine You see the strings Of the mask I hide behind It's a lie I'm too fucking scared to cry Ima reveal all the pain I suppressed it's useless To try and brush it all off It's loose And I'm losing it You gon see the real in it You gon hear the screams I hid Praying I stay strong Cuz God forbid I'm at the point of numb Where I don't even care I wont get out of bed Cuz I'm going nowhere Im not eating breakfast Its not worth my time Of going downstairs Convince myself I'm fine They push us into dark And expect us to conform Were living in black mirror You know ur heart aint warm They want us to belive that we Have no control They call us crazy For defying our roles Divided by class They say it's all in the past You say you're scared of Anarchy But it's still man for himself Maybe I don't think enough Or maybe I been thinking too much I'm feeling so fucked up