Worst Years (feat. Joshua Ryan)

I don't wanna be in an argument with you I don't want you being mad at me Because I want to be happy So listen I'm sorry for the way I approached it I'm sorry I didn't just say I wasn't happy with it and ask you to do something about it. I want to spend my life with you And if that's still what you want I'd really really love that These 4 walls never felt so empty Walking by myself clear my head of all the envy It hurt towards the end but the end was rewarding I guess we saw it coming but the outcome is exhausting Sorry I'm not who I was when I met you I was broken, scarred and now I regret you Suffocating in your plethora of lies I don't blame you I see me in your eyes I got warnings, from all of my friends They told me you're no good and this should end I was too naive and blinded to see All the good parts that you'd stripped from me I see new pictures of you and your smile Pushing me further down a spiral of denial Roles reversed now I'm the ash on the ground Silence is bliss but I miss how you sound I would have waited for you Just not forever I've been patient But it's now for the better I don't wanna let you hurt me again Been through too much to play pretend You scarred me but I'm on the mend Blurred out your name I don't mean to offend Abusing my mind your power never ends I tried my hardest to make amends But I blocked your phone so don't hit it again I blocked your phone so don't hit my line again "Stop being sorry and be a man" I don't remember how this all began But my heart still aches Was this part of your plan "Stop being sorry and be a man" I don't remember how this all began My heart aches Was this part of your plan My heartaches Was this part of your plan Because that's still what I want I really really want it with you