Frustrated

Can't think about my life cause I get frustrated Always in the mist of feeling like My dreams was capable You only get one shot for you to make it But you got a thousand practices So take advantage I neva been the best I just know how to lay on it Take my time scheme up The perfect plan You don't have to teach me nothing I'm a observant man I seen you fall I took a right But I neva laughed I wanted to tell you to watch it But in yo eyes If I knew wat I was doing I'll be way further then yahh So I kept quite But I neva laughed I actually Felt bad But it wasn't no helping So I'll be damn if I help you For ever friend that didn't share my song You made my life 10 times harder That's how I took that I'm not mad thou I just layed on yahh Until my name charted On yo timeline And every club That you go to You hear my song playing Just so you can feel that feeling of Thinking I was yo mans Expecting me to share witcha Yah right I know I can achieve my dreams I'm feeling like the betta man So why you go and marry him You could've been more understanding This time my time is now I know he made it before But But girl Got damn 5 years later Divorce papers ready You had to live with something And plus you getting money from that baby Damn she calculated You think that hea pple love yahh Nun dummy they straining yahh It's only one baby I know you still love with Keem But girl you Gotta play this out & hope he still have feelings for yahh When yo contract is ova You'll be someone drinking on mimosa You telling me when I was Thinking Aboutcha You was thinking about me too That's probably the reason why I couldn't sleep Cause you was Dreaming I had to stay up I had to block out all the noise And all the bad pple Tryna get up in yo temple I can buy the perfect camera but It still want capture these moments Of butterflies in my stomach When I'm witcha I seen a way up I tried to come back to my exes But her home was up filed up with them demons 7 of'em She had sat down And had dinner wit'em But I Felt like I could save hea So I still entered Talking but next time Fucking & then them 7 demons Jumped on me & now I'm walking Like a mad man Inside a cycle Of paranoia Anxiety I neva felt before but she did Them soul tides creeping They tryna revamp Damn I'm feeling just like the weed man paranoia Watcha want I got it for yahh Anxiety you know I sell it to the culture