INFIDELITY (2 WIVES)

Yeah Sometimes I'm in my own head on which direction to go Johnny Dep been in the snow And now I'm ready I'm ready to blow I got 2 wives The mic The other sweet as a rose I give one life The other put my life note Forever faithful The way you held me down Forever grateful I ain't happy all the time Spit some sadder lines I know them rhymes hit you different when I make the music painful You angel Checking on your ankles You been 10 toes for lord knows How haven't caught a sprang or 2 I know you fear what fame will do Can't let no demons hang with you You love that I'm a poet Always get the pen to say the truth I'm out here like there ain't a thing to lose With everything to lose I'm going till the paper blue Learning that it come and goes And I can't let it's absent get control Cause that'll make you blue Yeah I'm just trying to find my balance Can you help me Cause this feeling is my favorite mood Yeah I done shed my blood for all this shit If this is it then ima paint the room Emotions overcoming Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose Yeah Let that acid rain go down my flesh I tried my best That's I came to do Yeah I'm just trying to find my balance Can you help me Cause this feeling is my favorite mood Yeah I done shed my blood for all this shit If this is it then ima paint the room Emotions overcoming Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose Yeah Let that acid rain go down my flesh I tried my best That's I came to do Sometimes I leave one wife alone She hates to be in the dark Wants me interface I know that all she needs is a spark She wants to hear about my day I change a lot when we part And she just listens when I bleed She know it come from the heart I got another wife She hate it when I dip from the crib Wants me always by her side When I slide it gets dim I know I keep the lights on All ears when I vent You hate you stuck inside the house Can't cut the cord to this shit I'm trying to please 2 things at once If I don't they both going run Never had a boat that sunk I'ma find my balance But you know that I can't hold my tongue Intensions never malice When It's time I got to open up Think I need to sober up Maybe just a shoulder rub You know I be stress And when I am I shut the door and run Oven got another bun Promise that I love you I can't ever see the day we done Nah See I can't even picture that Scrapped Pennie's for similac Wrote pages that's front to back Dropped heat and still no plaques You stayed through all of that What reward for all of that How the f*ck I pay you back huh How the f*ck you back when money never meant a thing to you Your currency is time I'm merging across the line Our verbiage been divine And you don't want to see that fade Do you I'm just trying to find my balance Can you help me Cause this feeling is my favorite mood Yeah I done shed my blood for all this shit If this is it then ima paint the room Emotions overcoming Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose Yeah Let that acid rain go down my flesh I tried my best That's I came to do Yeah I'm just trying to find my balance Can you help me Cause this feeling is my favorite mood Yeah I done shed my blood for all this shit If this is it then ima paint the room Emotions overcoming Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose Yeah Let that acid rain go down my flesh I tried my best That's I came to do