MENSTRUAL

Yeah I'm moving to a different tempo no longer ducking under bars like limbo The bars that I'm setting be high as temples Can't reach on tip toe Find myself bleeding on the pad I had to name this Menstrual PMSing on the instrumental it's coincidental that I swing moods Induce thought that sentimental Shoutout my nigga Bang they got him in the kennel JPay or GTL when we sharing a memo know that's my brother every beat always sharpened my pencil You put yourself in the production and I brought the riddles That Matrimony really made the Young Drifter And he right here in the room and he says that he really miss ya It's hard to cope when it feel like my nigga died but I know that you still alive you just ain't right by my side Maybe the reason I'm sleep deprived Maybe it's the reason that I kind of put music aside Now it take hours to find a beat that I really do like Half the time I try to force my pen just to get it to glide Sigh Yeah the Psilocybin changed my thought process and what I digest and how I digress I understand it's not a contest no more I'm trying to get my conscious as sharp as a sword Indoctrinated all my life now I'm finding out more Not reaching for no substances in the time that I'm bored I got a book inside my hand and the tea is poured My childhood trauma still healing meditation like Neosporin Truthfully I like where I'm headed and anything that stunt my growth I behead it Fulfillment the metric to gauge success and the result is leverage Provoke a verse if it got a message I find the calm in the hectic No I ain't trimming hedges I planted the lettuce Do my due diligence I ain't guessing I manifested blessing in only me smoke session I seem to find direction when I stop forcing the questions I'm in tune with my preference no longer seeking suggestions Fully understand my presence until they left with the essence Fully understand my presence until they left with the essence