To God

I swear to god I was built for this s**t I started this the same time I had scholarships on the table for me I do this s**t for my n****s that set the table for me I know my n****s gotta eat so now I’m hunting for them I knew the sun was coming right after this thunderstorm I knew this s**t happen Ain’t nobody want it more I had to pause the rap And then I went and copped a store Don’t have turn my back I know I’m running up the score Quadruple double and I did it in my flu game Step inside the room Guarantee you feel mood change Them boys soft as titties and they not rapper 2 Chainz They Russian just to keep up I think they from Ukraine I swear I’m getting closer god My life not a facade I bet you thought I wouldn’t rise above the rubble I drew the plays and put all of my n****s in a huddle We missed some calculations but we made it through struggle 19 hardest summer that I been through House cuts calling and I know I got this rent due A n***a got depressed All the stress on my mental I started second guessing every vision that I penciled out But you know who held me down She told me keep going cuz they know you got the crown And heavy is the head You ain’t came this far drown So keep on swimming I’ll never let you hit the ground HAKIM It’s papi you know you the mommy Let you all inside my brain I turn you to zombie If the whip fall apart I know you still riding If I’m lost You go navigate and come and find me Yeah You really stuck it out Is this what love about I can see why n****s overdose and die This shit is so addictive and you always get me high And if I cannot have I don’t want to live this life I withdrawal I’m in awe I lose part of me I fear none And no one Will put fright in me Except G-O-D know he watch over me I live a honest life Rap about it openly I line them all up What I do Shooting spree You know it’s double c’s Like the Black & the Caspian Black mob drifting I might have to grab the mask again My fashion sense wild Put your mind inside the labirynth It’s amazing what I got done See the pressure was applied I did not run See that pressure I applied You realize you can’t stop him F**k is really up with all this family s**t I’d be damned to build a bridge that all these motherf*****s burned Been quite for a minute it’s my motherf*****g turn If I don’t tell my side I know they never going to learn I rather speak the truth and f**k the feelings im’a hurt I’m not the one to turn your back to I would hate to be the person that I had to cut off Cause once I shut you off All emotions that involved And the memories I empty everything that’s in the vault Now you dead Ain’t nobody had a funeral at all White roses I rapped about it way before the fall I put my feelings down and send them off to god Cause once I get them out of me I leave it up to y’all