Nowadays (feat. Dia)

I'm loyal to a fault I prolly give you My last breath Reminiscing bout these times As I take my last steps It's funny how I'm scared of love But I'm welcoming of death Heart been tore pieces Tried to give you what was left You was all I needed I don't know what happens next Can't live in the past I'm a different me Yea we all dogs But I'm a different breed I know we got history Late night texting Come on let's get messy I'll let ya new one know That there will never be a Next me I hope that you know You got the best me I be living reckless don't stress me Asking bout my whereabouts Don't press me Don't press me Nowadays I just been numb Cannot feel shit Found a way To move on love is an illness Tried to to stay This is something I can't deal with I just wanna fly away Not ready to die today Need a different Type of vibe Today Nowadays I just been numb Cannot feel shit Found a way To move on Love is an illness Tried to to stay This is something I can't deal with I can't deal with Told me that you need a Different vibe I can give that Hoping I could be your Ride or die Let me get that You don't gotta deal with all the lies Or the bullshit I been on my grind So I can show you I can do this Maybe it's the way that You keep to yourself I know there'll be a day When you ask for my help yea Baby it's ok open up Let me in now It's a better day You can love yea You know how I can tell your emotional Yea you don't like to lose control Boy with me You can have it all No you don't have to hide From me no no I'll be here when your good and done Yea you know your My number one Let's sit back looking at the sun Nowadays I just been numb Cannot feel shit Found a way To move on Love is an illness Tried to to stay This is something I can't deal with I just wanna fly away Not ready to die today Need a different type of vibe Today Nowadays I just been numb Cannot feel shit Found a way To move on Love is an illness Tried to to stay This is something I can't deal with I can't deal with