Ask Me If I'm Okay

Seventeen hours since you called it quits My mirror, it holds a face I can't forgive And I don't wanna come back here tomorrow To see you and your friends Words of condemnation trailing from their lips Do you really think that I'm as bad as they say I don't know what I see in your eyes when you look my way But you can see it's killing me to wonder What do you think of me? When you don't know if I'm still me When you're looking at me I am holding back tears You are watching me fall after all these years And I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess So just ask me if I'm okay So I can say no When all I can do Is sing songs of self-hatred Ooh, yeah And apologize Endlessly for my same failings You don't need to know Just how far I've been brought down My depressive spiral goes round and round I've lost so much But I've still got so far to fall When you're looking at me I am holding back tears You are watching me fall after all these years And I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess So just ask me if I'm okay So I can say no, oooh No, I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess So just ask me if I'm okay So I can say no