At Least I'm Self-Aware

My mind is made of glass The spiderweb of cracks, it shakes the walls again Sometimes I forget it's there The light comes shining in, reflects across the battle scars I wear I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding My smile can be deceiving I play the hero But anxiety makes me self-defeating Oh yeah, I can't Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care I might be broken to the core But at least I'm self-aware Never got to be a child My parents hated me, and wished that I was smarter all the while They had it rough when they were kids, they brought me up the way they lived And hey, the way I see it, one of us had to go to therapy, so lemme tell you, I'm glad I did I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding My smile can be deceiving I play the hero But anxiety makes me self-defeating Oh yeah, I can't Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care I might be broken to the core But at least I'm self-aware I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding My smile can be deceiving I play the hero But anxiety makes me self-defeating Oh yeah, I can't Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care I might be broken to the core But at least I'm self-aware Yeah