Do You Still

Do you still remember me the way that I was Do you still remember how it felt when we touched Do you still remember how I gave you my heart When we had no complications, before we fell apart Do you reminisce about when we were in love Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up Even though I know you hate the person I was I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch You still have a beautiful smile Probably cause we haven't talked in a while Hope you have good memories from when you were mine And though I haven't seen you, I been thinking 'bout you all this time Running 'round to all your favorite places Guess we're both still alive, so congratulations I should have kept you in my life if I had the patience But I fucked it up and now I am alone, forsaken I can't pretend that we can still be friends I know it's over, I guess I just wanted closure I spent my life just being another bad person My lies gon' leave everyone around me hurting You don't know I wish I could delete that version I'm trying to be good but I don't know if it's worth it Do you still remember me the way that I was Do you still remember how it felt when we touched Do you still remember how I gave you my heart When we had no complications, before we fell apart Do you reminisce about when we were in love Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up Even though I know you hate the person I was I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch We spent years in our turbulent friendship Get flashbacks when so much as your name gets mentioned Chew me up and spit me out again I don't have it in me to make amends, I'm Lost in someone else, scared to be myself I didn't even know I deserved to cry for help If you loved me then, well you should be proud When I come back just to show you that I'm still alive now Now every time I f*ck up, I'm reminded of you All the times I buried everything by lying to you And I don't condone what happened, I was lost and confused And I don't even wanna live to tell you the truth To be honest, I been wasting my life away You show up in my thoughts when I'm wide awake Should have seen it coming a mile away F*ck it all, I just wanna die today I can't pretend that we can still be friends I know it's over, I guess I just wanted closure I spent our time together another bad person My lies done broke you down and I left you hurting I've got so much regret bottled up under the surface I give up, god fucking dammit, I'm worthless Do you still remember me the way that I was Do you still remember how it felt when we touched Do you still remember how I gave you my heart When we had no complications, before we fell apart Do you reminisce about when we were in love Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up Even though I know you hate the person I was I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch Do you still remember me the way that I was Do you still remember how it felt when we touched Do you still remember how I gave you my heart When we had no complications, before we fell apart Do you reminisce about when we were in love Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up Even though I know you hate the person I was I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch You know I miss your love, no Yeah You know I miss you You know I miss you Baby No