Song for a Spanish Wedding

Twenty and dumb, so in love Back then, right before we fell apart I was never enough You couldn't be cuffed To someone as fucked as I was Selfish, broken, self-absorbed My embrace is full of thorns Walked out and you slammed the door I deserved it You're still the one I adore And I cannot be that person again When I was living in a false pretense Now I see you, can't comprehend how much you've grown I guess you're not alone Still don't know how to let you go Maybe I still love you Maybe I'm still thinking of you Never leave all the memories Years ago, I left you Baby, I still can't forget you Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom Think of me, and know that I still love you Years go by and I think a lot Self-hating thoughts about the love we lost Now you've come back, and my heart is stopped But you're just waiting for the other fuckin' shoe to drop, and I Wanna show you how much I've changed Rainbow skies and sunny days But I can't put the past away I don't deserve this All my demons are here to stay Now it's over but I still believe I'm better now than I was able to be And we were young, but now we're able to see we're not alone Maybe this house can be a home Still don't know how to let you go Maybe I still love you Maybe I'm still thinking of you Never leave all the memories Years ago, I left you Baby, I still can't forget you Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom Think of me, and know that I still love you If we learn to live and grow beyond We just might reach the break of dawn Happy endings, curtain calls (Will we end up together after all?) But maybe it's not meant to last Let's make peace with the time we had I'll always love you just a little bit And pretend that I ain't sad, I Still don't know how to let you go Maybe I still love you Baby, I'm still thinking of you Never leave from my memories Years ago, I left you Baby, I still can't forget you Maybe I wasn't right for affirming you I hope the one you love knows how to love you