Too Late

I swear to god I'm the biggest liar that you'll ever meet I swear to god One way or another you'll remember me I want time To try and pull you back to me and make it right I need time Even though it's probably way too late to go apologize You don't know the half of what I've done to keep you by my side You wouldn't even understand the thoughts inside this lying mind I thought maybe I could be a better human in these trying times But every time I prove me wrong a new piece of me dies inside What the hell did I do last night I remember holding you so tight I think I tried to do you right But I don't remember, no If it was you or if it's me that first drew blood, yeah But it doesn't matter because now I've messed you up It's too late to hold you close It's too soon to let you go But I know you can't be happy When I fucked up so immensely I'm too low to lift you up I'm too high to sober up Baby, put me underground Maybe you'll be better now That I'm dying Maybe losing you is easier than fighting Everything unraveling, this henny got me crying Hope you know I'm being honest every time I told you I was trying Not to mess things up But mistake led to mistake and you had enough Leaving me a letter, tear stains on the paper I didn't mean to hurt you but maybe it's my nature There's still time I'll be outside your door if you change your mind And even though I'm probably driving myself crazy It's gonna take losing you to change me I just did what I do best Broke your trust, I won't pretend Or make excuses, say I panicked But that don't change that you are damaged 'Cause of everything I've done I might have gone and lost your love For good (I lost you for good, yeah, yeah) And I don't know If it was you or if it's me that first drew blood But it doesn't matter because now I've messed you up It's too late to hold you close It's too soon to let you go But I know you can't be happy When I fucked up so immensely I'm too low to lift you up I'm too high to sober up Baby, put me underground Maybe you'll be better now It's too late to hold you close It's too soon to let you go But I know you can't be happy When I fucked up so immensely I'm too low to lift you up I'm too high to sober up Baby, put me underground Maybe you'll be better now It's too late to hold you close (too late to hold you close) It's too soon to let you go (too soon to let you go) But I know you can't be happy When I fucked up so immensely I'm too low to lift you up (too low to lift you up) I'm too high to sober up (too high to sober up) Baby, put me underground (baby) Maybe you'll be better now (hoo!)