Better Before

I was better before I met you Before I met you I'm always coming down (down), living at the bottom This pain don't feel the same (same), drowning in the sorrow The magic you erased, left me so hollow The smile upon your faces haunt me Lying again, playing the game Finding a way to barely escape Look at your smile, circle the drain A beautiful cycle On and off again, bathing in the sin I can never seem to win (but you love to watch me try) It felt good to know (to know) I let you in my soul I gave you all control (control) But I was better before, better before Better before I met you Before I met you It felt so good to hate And see just what you did Would you chase me down the drain Or live in your madness There's no chance that I'll get worse There's no chance that I won't hurt Lying again, playing the game Finding a way to barely escape Look at your smile, circle the drain A beautiful cycle It felt good to know (good to know) I let you in my soul (my soul) I gave you all control But I was better before, better before Better before I met you Is it better now? Do you think you got enough? Ever wonder why? I never gave it up It's so funny how You ruined me with love Ain't it funny that You'll never get enough You'll never get enough (Why won't you?) You'll never take enough It felt good to know I let you in my soul I gave you all control (I gave you all control) But I was better before, better before Better before I met you (It felt good to know) Before I met you (I let you in my soul) But I was better before I met you Better before I met you Better before I met you