The Not So Loving

You'll say forgiveness is key While you hold a gray cloud over me Let go of those that hurt By dropping them in the dirt You'll say your words are medicine While telling me I live in sin You'll take the hope from me Darken everything I see You've turned my own mind on me I've chose to follow my own path Forgot of everything that's past I've never felt held by you Darken my heart what will I do I'm just the failure you sent Your blind savior will not win You'll take the hope from me Darken everything I see Turned my own mind on me You are the not so loving Heart of a failure Brought down by anger You will not win You will not win Heart of a failure Broken down by anger You'll take the hope from me Darken everything I see Turned my own mind on me You are the not so loving