change/regret

Change/regret I wear it on my chest, there's nothing left I smoked em' all away, love shaped like a gun She wanna be in charge, no, no she's not the one I feel like I failed life again, why do I feel alive Then I feel like I'm dead at the same time I'm chasing mine, I'm making things up in my mind What I was doing, like a druid F*ck it, I got you like chewy Yeah, you know that I'll be screwing with my thoughts up in my mind Yeah I'm tryna keep em down, yeah I'm tryna make a buck Awh, f*ck A new phase in my mind The strangest times in my life Thought it was gonna be easy Even though ya told me how it was Put it all to the side Just to feel alive Put down the knife I'm sorry if you think I'm not worth your time He's a wannabe, a shit talker for life F*ck it, I'm bad, understand this ain't my full potential Yeah, I ain't reached that yet Aye, sick of you preaching man F*ck it, I'm going H-A-M Why do I feel like I failed life again Why do I feel alive Then I feel like I'm dead at the same time I'm chasing mine Yeah, I've been making things up in my mind How it pays to take control of your life F*ck what you say I'm by design F*ck it, I'ma do what I do Cause I like it Change, regret I wear it on my chest There's nothing left I smoked em all away Love shaped like a gun She wanna be in charge No, no, she's not the one I feel like I failed life again Why do I feel alive Then I feel like I'm dead at the same time I'm chasing mine I'm making things up in my mind Life can't wait for you Oh, I need to get a move on with my life Try to make things right Oh God can't recognise I wanna feel you in my veins Ice cold and I know That i'll, do what is best But I know you Gemini's, you Always say it then put it off