Lost Cause

I don't want to sail down a river navigating straight to a lost cause Let me stop hallucinating for a minute, push pause Pause Way too good at pointing out all the things that I think I'm not Let me take a deep breath for a second Lovin' what I got Lovin' what I got And I, I I don't wanna waste my time, yeah 'Cause I, I I feel like I have so little left It's turning me into a mess Winter turns to spring, summer, fall, round and round and all in all Nothing stays the same, no no nothing at all  Hours in my room trying to figure out who I am and what I want 'Cause everybody else seems to know  What they want And I, I I don't wanna waste my time, yeah 'Cause I, I I feel like I have so little left It's turning me into a mess And I, I I don't wanna waste my time, yeah 'Cause I, I I feel like I have so little left And I, I I don't wanna waste my time, yeah And I, I I feel like I have so little left It's turning me into a mess