Patience

I need some patience I feel like times wasting What is my calling I question my purpose  Love makes me nervous  Emotions deserting I need some water And good marijuana To get through the trauma Just my like momma I swear she my father I swear she my father too Just let me roll 3 blunts  Don't give 2 fucks Been had enough  But look like love Got more than enough Through bad and the rough  I think I love too much  Or haven't had enough  I got gold coming through my fingertips  The true magic is what lies within I take it all in All in All in Yeah yeah Always at home  But never too long Gotta live like The next day won't come Tryna explore  Where the sun don't show  I wanna see the world  I feel like I'm on the verge But yet I overdose Cause I don't wanna cope I just wanna smoke I don't wanna deal  I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel Patience is growing inside of me Inside of me, woah Patience is growing inside of me Inside of me, woah Patience is growing inside of me Inside of me, woah Patience is growing inside of me Inside of me, woah