Thorns

Threw myself in the thorns of a thousand roses So maybe I could feel I could feel What it feels like to live with so painful scars But you don't want me to see You clearly don't want me to see You like to be the misunderstood one The one who knows himself the best But you're too mean to share your useful knowledge Without a guide I blindly fell Fell so many times, it doesn't hurt anymore But I'm not sure if I fall or rise, could it be both? You held me then you gently let me fall In the night when I needed you more I tried to be the best you ever could've had The most vulnerable one But you only judged and never looked behind the covers I have to instantly move on Fell so many times, it doesn't hurt anymore But I'm not sure if I fall or rise, could it be both? You held me then you gently let me fall In the night when I needed you more Keep your shit to your friends Some psychos may like your soul I'm done wishing the best Now it's my turn to watch you fall And don't ever come back The door is locked from this moment, Oh boy You needed to learn by now That your words just killed my soul And I fall Don't you ever get in my way again If you want to live You better let me pack my suitcase And just watch me leave