Paint Me White (feat. Abby Hulka & James Affleck)

Paint me white cause I'm so blue Splash me in color cause I'm happy but it's new Call up my friend and tell them everything's ok Cause they don't know that I'm blue today Sit in my room and block the noise out with TV Hide under my blankets and cry myself to sleep Wanting to dream of happily ever after But all my nightmares have no laughter Paint me a picture of a bright blue sky Watch it crumble as it flies so high While I wait for it to come back down Put on a mask and hide my frown Paint me a picture of a bright blue sky Watch it crumble as it flies so high While I wait for it to come back down Put on a mask and hide my frown My world goes black as night turns to day They ask me what's wrong but my lips can't say I have a feeling it will be a long time till I'm ok (I'm not ok) Saw a therapist but that didn't work Thought they were helping but really they weren't Tried to tell them everything I knew When they looked at me I felt like a foll Paint me a picture of a bright blue sky Watch it crumble as it flies so high While I wait for it to come back down Put on a mask and hide my frown Paint me a picture of a bright blue sky Watch it crumble as it flies so high While I wait for it to come back down Put on a mask and hide my frown I'm trying better see I've been more happy Being truly human feels less crappy I'm trying better see I've been more happy Being truly human feels less crappy Paint me a picture of a bright blue sky Watch it crumble as it flies so high While I wait for it to come back down Take off my mask to see me smile