Am I Dead Yet?

Everybody dies in their dreams Not me, I don't sleep Everybody wakes up from their nightmares I'm always wide awake, it isn't fair Insomnia F*ck my brain I'm in pain Live my life in vain Make me go insane Just to play the game Tell me that you care for me and walk away I am used to it It's okay Treat me like a doormat I'll lay down And let you walk on me You have the higher ground Self respect is a term I'm not familiar with yet Rip apart my skin Just to feel something again Am I dead yet? Tell me that you hate me I already know you will In a year or two Won't you?