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Would you let me Hold a space inside your mind Could you spare me for a moment? Cuz lately I've been Watching everything I've stitched rip back open Set aside a little time Try to read between the lines But I can't seem to sound the words out I'll spiral when I say I'm fine Cuz I would rather speak my mind But we both know there's no use to it now So I'll sit down and write it out Push my feelings down Leave it in the past You know I'm trying But I still hold onto every word Still feeling what we were Even if I know I saw it coming And it never made much sense But I know you still pretend Like I'm never on your mind And we're still covering the lines drawn in the sand Set aside a little time Try to read between the lines But I can't seem to sound the words out I'll spiral when I say I'm fine Cuz I would rather speak my mind But we both know there's no use to it now So I'll sit down and write it out Push my feelings down Leave it in the past You know I'm trying But I still hold onto every word Still feeling what we were Even if I know I saw it coming Leave me like you said you never would You always seem to be One step ahead of me Oh and I can never see this ending Maybe I'd be better off If we never met at all So I'll sit down and write it out Push my feelings down Leave it in the past You know I'm trying But I still hold onto every word Still feeling what we were Even if I know I saw it coming Leave me like you said you never would