Look Death in the Eyes

I'm a victim of my mind and it's spinning all the time My subconscious so divine that it taught itself to override Am I simply a delusion is my conscious a conclusion of my lies Is my life just ordinary or will I be an extraordinary light I'll find the reason I'm alive As soon as I look death in the eyes Am I made for more than this world can give Am I holding too tight to the life that I've lived All these questions in my head if I pause them then I'm just left with my regrets All the answers that I seek start with questions that are morbidly bleak I'll find the reason I'm alive As soon as I look death in the eyes Ba da da da da da Ba da da da da da