Barely Breathing

So I heard you fled the state You always loved your getaways Anything to distract you from your pain I hope you think of me While I try to keep myself busy In the shadows of what we used to be You made it look so easy to leave me So I'm sure you're doing just fine Right now I am barely breathing Why did you have to say goodbye? Don't ask me how I've been I'm still in the hole you left me in Wondering where everything went wrong All those years down the drain I'm in agonizing pain I don't understand how you're okay All my friends are worried about me 'Cause I can't even smile I've said hard goodbyes before But damn it's been a while You made it look so easy to leave me So I'm sure you're doing just fine Right now I am barely breathing Why did you have to say goodbye? You promised you'd never leave and now you're not here I've tried to move on with my life but it's hard to see clear Honestly most days I can't get out of my bed All the thoughts of things we'll never do keep flooding my head I think I'm still shock How could this happen? I was finally happy And now the world is dark again You made it look so easy to leave me So I'm sure you're doing just fine Right now I am barely breathing Why did you have to say goodbye? You like it better alone So you left me on my own I thought that you'd always stand by my side Right now I am barely breathing Why did you have to say goodbye?