Blackout

Twenty five mental breakdowns Is it safe to say that I've hit the ground? Feet on the ground and I'm running But I don't know where I'm going Arms confined to these restraints They're putting lies inside my brain Doesn't matter how hard I try This won't end till he's satisfied I can smell it in the air That I'm going nowhere I wish someone could save me; save me; save me But they can't see what I've become Or see what he has done I keep hoping that maybe; maybe Maybe if I blackout Maybe they will see I'm not okay now What's in this for me? My life's crashed before my feet His love's tearing me to pieces I wish I didn't need him I wish I didn't need him Nowhere in this world feels like home My friends won't answer their phones My love was thrown in a waste zone I'm left on my own I would never do drugs but it's tempting I want someone to hug 'till the ending But clearly that's too much to ask Lately no one gives a damn I can smell it in the air That I'm going nowhere I wish someone could save me; save me; save me But they can't see what I've become Or see what he has done I keep hoping that maybe; maybe Maybe if I blackout Maybe they will see I'm not okay now What's in this for me? My life's crashed before my feet His love's tearing me to pieces I wish I didn't need him I wish I didn't need him Blackout Where did all the light go? Blackout Do I stay or do I go? My mind is lagging While he's dragging me It's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed Blackout (Lagging) Where did all the light go? (While he's dragging me) Blackout (It's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed) Do I stay or do I go? Blackout (It's antagonizing to sit alone and watch myself bleed) I've reached an all time low Maybe if I Maybe if I Maybe Maybe Maybe if I blackout Maybe they will see I'm not okay now What's in this for me? My life's crashed before my feet His love's tearing me to pieces I wish I didn't need him I wish I didn't need him Blackout Maybe they will see I'm not okay now What's in this for me? My life's crashed before my feet His love's tearing me to pieces I wish I didn't need him I wish I didn't need him