Drifting

My head's on your shoulder but my mind's lost to a dream All I hear's commit to a fatal scheme Drift further each day Drifting away Why am I a shadow of the girl I used to be? I will be gone before the clock turns '23 I wish I could believe it when you say that you love me But I see all of these faces knowing they're better without me My thoughts are so lethal I feel detached from my body Staring in your eyes, I feel beyond distant My mind is relentlessly drifting I walk down these hallways thinking this is my last time What a shame it'd be if I took my life I wish I could say I'd make younger self proud I watch them smile while I sit on the side lines Battling the toxins in my lost mind Drift further each day Drifting away Why am I a shadow of the girl I used to be? I will be gone before the clock turns '23 I wish I could believe it when you say that you love me But I see all of these faces knowing they're better without me My thoughts are so lethal I feel detached from my body Staring in your eyes, I feel beyond distant My mind is relentlessly drifting I'm drifting I'm drifting away You can't save what wasn't meant to stay Why does my mind make feel worthless? I know I don't deserve this Drifting I've drifted away I don't feel like I was meant to stay Why does my mind make me feel worthless? I hope that I push through this I wish I could believe it when you say that you love me But I see all of these faces knowing they're better without me My thoughts are so lethal I feel detached from my body Staring in your eyes, I feel beyond distant My mind is relentlessly drifting