Hardest Goodbye

I cannot believe it's only been two years with you All the fun filled memories and things we loved to do Got to leave it behind me and now I'm moving on Think about our good times when I hear your old songs Thoughts linked back to you are now starting to sting Being around you was such a wonderful thing Leaving on a positive note; don't want regrets You are somebody who I will never forget You are my hardest goodbye Do not tell me not to cry It'd be pointless if I try You are my hardest goodbye Leave it in the past Try and make our good times last I am going to miss you But I'm going to push through More introspective now that you're not around Tried to pick myself up but I keep on falling down Tears falling from my face now hitting the floor Realizing that I won't see you anymore Cannot forget you; you have a spot in my heart Breaking away only tears me apart You can call me an overdramatic sad little bitch But you gone is leaving a scar that's too big to stitch You are my hardest goodbye Do not tell me not to cry It'd be pointless if I try You are my hardest goodbye Leave it in the past Try and make our good times last I am going to miss you But I'm going to push through Breaking barriers I didn't know I had Didn't think leaving someone could make me this sad The love that you gave me was such a mixed message gift Now everything's changing; cannot handle the shift Buried in thoughts but I still try to fight Nothing without you will ever feel right Crying myself to sleep still thinking of you I'm reaching rock bottom; I don't know what I'll do You are my hardest goodbye I can't live without you My hardest goodbye I could just don't want to My hardest goodbye I'm going to have to My hardest goodbye You are my hardest goodbye Do not tell me not to cry It'd be pointless if I try You are my hardest goodbye Leave it in the past Try and make our good times last I am going to miss you But I'm going to push through My hardest goodbye My hardest goodbye My hardest goodbye My hardest goodbye