if only i'd known

When I got the call I think the world stopped And suddenly nothing else existed The void had finally consumed everything But you told me once that I'd always have music It's not true Someone tell me it's not true I could go through hell and back but I can't lose you If only I'd known that would be the last time I never would've pulled out of your arms If only I'd known and I could've said goodbye Maybe it wouldn't tear me apart I have the date you left engraved on a ring And oh my god it's my favorite thing On my middle finger it stays As I point it up to the world in rage How could they take you? I'll never understand You knew it too didn't you? Last time you held my hand It's not true Someone tell me it's not true I could go through hell and back but I can't lose you If only I'd known that would be the last time I never would've pulled out of your arms If only I'd known and I could've said goodbye Maybe it wouldn't tear me apart No one understands me the way that you did No one makes me feel safe in their arms like you did Every time I tell someone they say just get over it So I don't let anyone in now and I feel like shit I needed you here You kept me alive You held the highest pedestal in my mind And there's so many things that I wanted to say If only I'd known when I left that day If only I'd known that would be the last time I never would've pulled out of your arms If only I'd known and I could've said goodbye Maybe it wouldn't tear me apart If only I'd known that would be the last time I never would've pulled out of your arms If only I'd known and I could've said goodbye Maybe it wouldn't tear me apart If I knew that would be the last time I would still be in your arms I wish that I got the chance to say goodbye So that it wouldn't tear me apart