Illumination

I wish somebody would've told me that I'd be writing my story on my own I'll never have rational judgement in my self-destructive moments when I'm alone Don't look at me with those eyes You know it hurts me inside That I'll never be the girl that I once was I know she would've survive here I was built to thrive here And I'm trying to move past it But god I wish it lasted Illumination's a product of creation Let's turn the music up tonight I can't afford to lose my fight I want my life back I'm so sick of being sad One day I'll ignite illumination in dysphoria once again I'm getting sick of being sad I deserve to live happily Despite what life's thrown onto me It's a shame I was just a kid When I lost all security Won't let this get the best of me This world keeps Dragging me Dragging me Dragging me down But I'm getting stronger now I know how to stick my ground Don't need someone else to show me how Illumination's a product of creation Let's turn the music up tonight I can't afford to lose my fight I want my life back I'm so sick of being sad One day I'll ignite illumination in dysphoria I'm getting good at being bad If you don't like me then stay away I don't need you anyway I have people on my team I've learned to trust they have my back I'm getting pretty good at that This world keeps Dragging me Dragging me Dragging me down But I'm getting stronger now I know how to stick my ground Don't need someone else to show me how Illumination's a product of creation Let's turn the music up tonight I can't afford to lose my fight I want my life back I'm so sick of being sad One day I'll ignite illumination in dysphoria That little girl watched her world turn dark Watched her whole life fall apart Didn't believe me Look how hard I fell Your neglect put me through hell But you know I'm getting older now You know I'm getting stronger now You know that I hold power now, now 'Cause I create my light Get myself through these nights Until I truly feel alive, alive Illumination's a product of creation Let's turn the music up tonight I can't afford to lose my fight I want my life back I'm so sick of being sad One day I'll ignite illumination in dysphoria Illumination's a product of creation Let's turn the music up tonight I can't afford to lose my fight I want my life back I'm so sick of being sad One day I'll ignite illumination in dysphoria once again