Still Sad

My life's become a nightmare Someone please wake me up I feel like I've lost everything yet I gained it all I knew that I had eyes on me so I played it cool Now that I'm being honest I hated that school 'Cause I fell into the wrong friend group All they do is talk shit It was obvious from the beginning that I didn't fit in 'Cause I am nice to everyone Even if you've done me wrong I just wanted to feel loved again so I played along Why am I still sad if losing them was for the best? I should finally be happy But everyone seems better without me Oh, oh Why am I still sad? I can handle hate, but I can't handle betrayal I never thought my own friends would put me through hell They all seem so amused, laughing at my expense While I have to fight my heart each day just to keep my distance 'Cause I am nice to everyone Even if you've done me wrong I just wanted to feel loved again so I played along Oh Why am I still sad if losing them was for the best? I should finally be happy But everyone seems better without me Oh, oh Why am I still sad? Oh Oh No Why am I still sad? I let all of your toxins under my skin I thought I needed a friend I tried to pretend but I learned my lesson I'll never do it again I let all of your toxins under my skin I thought I needed a friend I tried to pretend but I learned my lesson I'll never do it again Why am I still sad if losing them was for the best? I should finally be happy But everyone seems better without me Oh, oh Why am I Why am I Why am I still sad? Why am I still sad if losing them was for the best? I should finally be happy But everyone seems better without me Oh, oh Why am I still sad?