Not My Friend

I could use a brainwash Something like the rain, white noise and space Sorting through the chaos Clearing out the drain, before I fade away I think I'm losing color And I feel a bit nauseous Sittin' down in the shower Tryna get up off the floor I'm going under Say you wanna be honest But it's a little too loud If you're cutting my losses I think I'm going under I think I'm going under Over and over, I'm sober, hungover You keep coming over again You're not my friend The days keep repeating I try to keep breathing I don't want to see you again We're over and over and over and over and over and over again I thought that you were with me Fighting on my side Threw sand into my eyes and now I'm Blind around the edges Call me crucified But I'm alright Just a little bit nauseous Sittin' down in the shower Tryna get up off the floor I'm going under Say you wanna be honest But it's a little too loud If you're cutting my losses I think I'm going under I think I'm going under Over and over, I'm sober, hungover You keep coming over again You're not my friend The days keep repeating I try to keep breathing I don't want to see you again Maybe I'm over my head, overwhelmed and upset I've been smoking again You're not my friend Now I can't see the end, I forget why I left, do it over and over and over and over Over and over, I'm sober, hungover You keep coming over again You're not my friend The days keep repeating I try to keep breathing I don't want to see you again We're over and over and over and over and over and over again You're not my friend You're not my friend