Happy in Hell

How long am I going To have to outrun this pain Will it end when I get to fame Got my friends To make me feel alright But my demons got my back cnd holdin me in the night Only for so long Can I keep my head above water... Only for so long Will I call myself Gods daughter Get me out of my here I'm doing great I am happy in hell This is my fate From heaven I fell cnd i am good all alone No higher power Im home I'm doing great I am happy in hell Stuck inside cant confide In too many Take out the hurt cnd the emptiness is plenty Still love the games Pull a knife and see a spade Can't say I'm better alone Only for so long Can I keep my head above water... Only for so long Will I call myself Gods daughter Get me out of here I'm doing great I am happy in hell This is my fate From heaven I fell I am good all alone No higher power Im home I'm doing great I am happy in hell Easier to lie I am better when I hide I can breathe I can see I can tell you Let it be I can be free I can be free I'm doing great I am happy in hell This is my fate From heaven I fell cnd i am good all alone No higher power Im home I'm doing great I am happy in hell