Burden

You suggest that I write bout' something else, put us to rest, I'm sorry to rehash it But it's not for you, it's my story too, and it's not my fault my transparency looks like sin to you I'll drop your shit off at 3 am just because I can and gather all the art I made for you with my bare hands Just can't believe you'd make these same mistakes again You throw my love away like it's something you're resenting You'll never feel this love again No one better would stick you out like I did No one will lay down by your bed Yet you painted me the Burden in the end How was I the Burden in the end? I guess I'll say it once again that I'm sorry, cause' you're losing something sacred and you're making it a hobby Do you not see all the pride you've built in spite of my name, Do your friends in the Bay know the mess you made? You twist the narrative till it feels good for you Then make sure that I'm left feeling silenced, used, and ran through I never thought that you could ever disappoint me but babe you let me down and forgiveness is worth nothing You'll never feel this love again No one better would stick you out like I did No one will lay down by your bed Yet you painted me the Burden in the end How was I the Burden in the end? Do your new friends know you can't feel a thing? Do they know how good you are at hiding? Do you still have that box that I left on that night? Are you sleeping around when we're in a new fight? I'll hold all of our memories for the both of us I know a Burden isn't worth much You'll never feel this love again No one better would stick you out like I did No one will lay down by your bed Yet you painted me the Burden in the end How was I the Burden in the end?